Recovery
My experience with online dating was...well...interesting I guess. After my separation from my husband of several years, I found myself feeling free and ready to get out there and have.
Trigger Warning – this article has mention of abuse, manipulation, and no contact with abuser and family. We were visiting my grandmother in her room at the local retirement home.
When it does eventually come, the internal struggle is over, and then all is calm. Every cell of my body breathes deep sighs of sweet relief, and is suddenly calm. .
I remember this moment so clearly, unlike many moments in my childhood that are simply a blank, this one stuck. Although I wish it had simply vanished into the part.